Walking with God, Dancing with Jesus

Future

2006-06-29T00:18:00.000-07:00

Future:
From time to time, we get hurt by each other one way or other, intensionally or not, but it is unavoidable. Some people choose to arm themselves with harsh words, some choose to put up a front, while some close their heart.
" I don;t want to get hurt any more " They say
But living this kind of life, carrying a burden with a heavy heart all the time, it might be true that they avoid being hurt once or twice, but do they live happily at the end of the day?
To give up happinese for not tearing again, is like throwing the baby away with the hot water.
If you fall down, then just get up again and let life go on. Why let your life stuck in a moment unworthy?
If you are hurt, your scar dun make u weaker, but it makes you stronger.
If you wasted your time in somethign unworthy, just redeem it by enjoying the brigther tommorrow!
Look, the ugly world is beautiful.=)

Running High

2006-06-29T00:06:00.000-07:00

Runnign High!!
After 3 months of spiritual dryness, i am back with full spirit fire!! Running high now!! cant wait to share!!! now let's go!!!
Can calling for serving co exist with relationship? Of cause! If serving God means you have to go single , God would have told Abraham to remain single and serve untill the day you die but not go and multiply! Then why so many people struggles through relationship with walk with God, and then ended up in a failing relationship in the end? No, God did not break any one. The fault lies on man, who went into relationship at the wrong season of their life. Then, when is the right time? When there is peace. Yes, when there is peace, but not a sudden impulse of excitment, non days of fast heart beat. Secondary, both party must be spiritualy mature! what is spiritualy maturity then? Oh boy, when you know the answer to this question, it is when you are mature!

Freedom is free

2006-04-24T03:12:00.000-07:00

Relationship shall never prioity of our life, rather, it is a fruit of the prioity of our life.
A heathy relationship with God is a natural fruit when you have gotten everythign extablished, when you are know His heart, when know His way, when you know your righteousness, when you know your heavenly richess. It is hard to force our a relationship if you are not extablished in this truths, but, it is natural when your are.
At the same way, human relationship is a natural products when uyou have gotten everything extablished, be it your study, your intimacy with each other, your financial stablity, your extablisation in Christ, your care, your understanding, your thoughts for each other. It shall not be understand , care, and to know each other for the sake of relationship, rather, just do it as you want to, and relationship will be automatically yield.
=)

The frustratred

2006-04-16T19:18:00.000-07:00

Recently i have been feeling frustrated and dry, not receiving words from God at all, but as i feel i was alright by myself, i couldn;t care less to do anything about it. And as i allow this frustration to grow, i realise i have grown bitter against peopl, espeically those i care most, i turn inpatient towards their infimities, i don't seem to understand why do people behave like that anymore, i am always angry with people falling short. I know i souldn't but i couldn't help, i have no idea where the frustration spills our from, but it never stop. I have been feelign unpeace all the while, but i thought it is alright so i didn't seek for help.
It was untill yestreday when Daniel was sharing with me how his mother become a workalcoholic and turn frustrated ever since then.
And then suddendly all the answers i need just pop into my mind...i was frustrated all ther while because i am always in a rush to do work, and i make myself a workalocholic becausei don't trust anyone. and as a result, i turn bitter to people. I was joyful to find the solution to my problem-Jesus, as Pastor told us that Jesus is our shepard,1that we are to lie on green pasture and relax!!! As i hear that, all the frustration that has been supressing me just gone out of the window and i walk out as a brand new person after the service!! Praise God !!!!@

Something bigger

2006-04-05T01:01:00.000-07:00

Something i have learned recently, so simple yet so powerful. That is, God would not give us a task so hard that we cannot handle. Why? because we always give from our overflowing, ot from the gifts that He has freely given us. God wil not ask us to bless others when we are in debts, God won't ask us to go for a oversea mission , when we are in a dead relationship . Whenever God tell us to do something, He surely has touched that area of our lifes, and we do not have worry about it. Just as the scripture says, we love because He first loves us. we can only forgive after knowing He has forgiven us. There is nothing we can do without He first give us the strength to, and once He has, there is nothing that we cant do!!! we are just somethign too big for the problem to handle!!

the price of life

2006-03-17T07:02:00.000-08:00

Our almighty father in heaven created everything, the boundless sky, the endless sea, the deep forest, the giant mountain. the land of life, everything and anything beyond your imgination

"The Lord made the heaven and the earh, and all that is in them" (Exodus20:11)
"Surely nations are like drop in a bucket, they are regarded as dusk on the scales, he weigh his island as though they are fine dust"(Isa 40:15)

When i consider heaven, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars, which you have set in placewhat is man that you are mindful of him, the son of man that you care of him(PS 8: 3 to 4)

It is just so amazing to think God is mindufl of us, the human then all the stars in the sky add togetheer . Nothing so magnificant as the mountain, the ocean is more worthy in His eyes than us.
so get up, we are not useless, but we are the king and priest of heaven, we are not cheap or low, our price is the blood of Lord Jesus!!

Whenever you are done just remeber, you are more precious then all the miracles of the world, that He bought u back with His most beloved son! You are somebody

fantasy under the moon

2006-03-08T05:13:00.000-08:00

Mattew 25:21 " well done, good and faithful servant,! you have been faithful with a few things, i will put you in charge of many thingsCome and share your master's happinese!"
Isn't God great by saying it? why? let's see!
This is obtained from te story when a master entrusted his weath to his servant, which 2 of them manage to multiply the master weath by what is entrusted to them.

Isn;t God great that He bless us right from the start, without seeing us performing? that He freely gift and entrust His weath and property to us? and also, God is merciful when He say He will give us more when we are faithful with a few things!! It would be a diaster if He blesses with all His heavenly right from the start, just like a 10 years old kid receiveing 1000 dollars as pocket money a week, it will do him no good, for it is just too large and mangnificant for him to handle. That's why God is loving as He doesn;t just spoit us by giving and giving and giving, we must understand He is a God of inexhautable supply, there is no way He will hold any blessing from us because He is stingy, but , of a divine reason. because He that loves us so much, disipline us!!

and be faithful with whatever that is given to you, no matter how small it may seem, God is gracious to you b giving u little by little, so you can receive more and more in time to come! so be grateful and get ready to received, for He has promised that He will give us more if we are faithful!!!

and what does He mean by faithful?? from the story in the Bible, the servant uses the weath their master entrusted to them to invest and make more back! it is because they have faith in their master's business and weath but not their own talent! so, use whatever talent and gifts you have and spread the gospel to the world through them! and much more shall be given to you!!!!

"to bestow to them the crown of beauty insead of ashes, the oil of gladdness instead of moruning, the garment of praise instead of spirit of despair" Isa 61 :1` to 3

see !! we have the crown (king-priesthood) which make us look so glorous but not of the world which is dead and temporal

we have the annointing which gives us joy and pease at all time and freed from sorrow!!!!

we are now righteousness of God in Christ that no weapon can form agaisnt us, no accusaion, no condemnation!!!!

Return....

2006-02-28T04:11:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone, it has been long since i last updated, partly as i was rather busy the last month and partly cause there was no flow to write. But after popular demands , and a prayer for flow, here i am back again this is just so cool, ask whatever in His name and He will do it...
Alright, just something veri simple which hit my mind recently..
"If any of you lack wisdom,he should ask God, who give generously without finding fault, and it will be given to him." Luke 18:1
a simple verse yet carries so much meaning, don';t we just love the simplicity God has for us?

1) God is faithful about all the promises like "that if we ask anything of Him according to His will-He hear us-and if we know that He hear us -according to His will-we know we have what we asked from Him."James 1:5 it is mercy of God that He doesn;t jus give anything we ask, but whatever we ask according to His will, which is good, or rather, best for us. Ture Love is not just giving whater the person what, but give whatever that is good for that person. How can u call this love when a parents blindly give t his child drugs or alcohol?no wonder the bible says God dicipline His children because He loves them".

2) and when He gives, he doesn't find fault, which speak of grace! we receive not because of what we have done that is deserving, but His grace and mercy on us!

3) "and it will be given to us" with this, we have the fullness assurance of good gift that is from God, with this we can now boldly ask for anything from Him without any hold back of disappointment!!

With this, let's pray in Jesus name with boldness for good things so that we will receive it!
All the bless for my dear brothers and sisters who is collecting A levels tommorrow!!! Pray and receive , in Jesus name!! look forward to all ur good news!

The gardener

2006-01-24T05:24:00.000-08:00

Can a person love another without knowing him/her?
As i ponder upon that question , a vision just come into my mind.
Love might blooms overnight just like a flower does, but understanding comes from compromising, sharing and endurance.
If love is like a flower, then understanding is like nutrulising , watering it.
Just like a flower, without watering, love will wither without understanding.
So gardeners, do not jus stand around there and let your flower wither!

And as for the flower,
be a wild flower which can stand through storm and thurder, puting your trust not on the gardener but on the heavenly dew.
do not be a glasshouse flower that depends entirely on the gardener, for the gardner may be faithful, but he cant help to fail at times, to fall sick or to forget his duty.
so flower, live strong on the heavenly dew, then you will feel the bonus share of water from the gardener, which will then become sweet and not bitter!

2006-01-13T23:15:00.000-08:00

Under the new conveniant~phrase 2~
At the time of old testament, man lived under law, under the ten commandment. The commandment which is engraved onto the stone, each begins with "thou shalt not...."
obey all 10 and you will earn the blessings from God, break anyone and you will suffer the curse of sin.
But man are such a rebellious creature, the more the are refrained from doing something, the more they will...
And, so the Loving God renew the conveniant through the death of Jesus Christ, now we are living in a generation that is under grace.
Instead of "thous shalt not" , now there is only one thing to do-Beleive in Him(read part 1)
Instead of strifing to keep all 10, you just need to do one, and unmerited, unearned favour and blessing will pour on you.
Instead of breaking one and you fall under curse, now you keep one and you will receive grace.

The memoeirs of Johathan

2006-01-13T22:52:00.001-08:00

Hi, I am the tall, dark,handsome Johathan
So tall that my head is sticking out of the phtoto framend i can do a bimbo look too!!!~*muak*

No~~what u going to do to me~~~? Oh no,..they shave of my hair because they got too jealous....

Under the New conveniant

2006-01-13T06:31:00.000-08:00

Under the New Conveniant
Like Pastor has said, this is a new year, a new year of blessing, a new year of grace, a new year of revelations, new Words from the Bible.
There might not be a need to hear the global news on the newspaper, but there is a need to know history that affect you.
There might not be a need for new revelations, but there is a need for important revelations.
Your earthy parents might nag at you with the exact words everyday, but God paints a different picture to tell you a different side of the story everytime.
Things of the world are boring, dry and lifeless, things from Heaven is lively, refreshing and life-giving.
That's why we are never tired of the His word.In fact, we are replenish by His word.
On the mount of transfiguration, God said" This is my Son, My Beloved, whom I am (and always) please with, Listen to Him!'
Jesus, greatest sermons in Matthew 5(NLT), they all started with Jesus saying "You have heard that the law of Moses says".......'But I say...."
God declare to the whole world Jesus is His only Son, He gave Him the authority of all heaven and earth, and then He told us to LISTEN TO HIM.
We all have heard about the laws of Moses, but Jesus declares now we LISTEN TO HIM.
Just like a king take over a dynasty, Jesus the king of kings abanish the old conveniant and gave us a new one.
"There is , therefore, no more condemnation for those in Christ Jesus"(Romans 8:1)
and jus some side dish to share, " See I have engraved you on the palms of my hands"(Isa 49:16) and that's why He chose the nail, to nail all our sins on the cross, that's why there is a hold in His hand, as our names are engraved on it. He nailed our sins on the cross(something corruptable) and remeber our righteousness by engraving our names on His hand(something ethernal)

Rain......

2006-01-09T08:19:00.000-08:00

Rain.........
As i look at the rainy sky for these entire two days, this verse just flow into my head " So i will restore to you all the years that the swarming locast has eaten!"(Joel 2:25)
(Now, just picture that the day without rain is the evil day, can you see how much blessing, grace, favour God can pour upon us overflowingly continously?? So if you are gong through evil day, be excited, because this is how God will bless you in your good daaaaaaaaays!!overflowingly, overwhlemingly, abundantly!!!!!!!
And do you know God is a just, holy, only God, that even the way He works is always consistant???Just see, as He lift us high, soarign above our troubles, we glorlifly God and He will give us the credit and the Glory that is His!and at the same time, as we tithe, all the we gave to Him will be returned to us in abundance. All the time we spend to serve Him, He will redeem it and manifest it!!!
Additional note of today which is a something i have been pondered upon for qute sometime, as we are all children of God, kings and priests, we are all covered with the robe of righteousness, the glory og Jesus. Yet do you find that there are radiating, strong field of grace shinging all around them??yet some of us, even though we keep confessign the rightousness of God and yet nothign is being shown.
This is because when we are focusing too hard on being radius, too much on confessing technically, it become self-effort and self center, but if our focus is just to concentrate on Him, rest [ rely, lean cast all ur cares to Him and to attain spiritual rest]His glory will automatically glow from within them, radiating to even faraway.As the Scipture says sek first the kindom of God, all that you need will be added to u.

A New beginning

2006-01-06T06:12:00.000-08:00

Someone called me~~ who??

Hey~ Am i cool?

Let's go!! He is crazy
wooo so sad......

A belated Blessed new year everyone~!!! look forward to more and more abundance of favor and blessign this year ..last year was double portion, so this year there is more since God can onlly restore and give more and no less as time goes~!!! My aim for this year is to relax and to enjoy life more rather than rushign through my life like what i have done allt he while! Was rather tire to plan activities almost everyday, it was fun time with my brother ands sister in Christ indeed, but i guess i should spend more time with God, my family this year! Chris was right that i have never really stop or pause to enjoy life, even the way i walk is like rushing for something, that really woke me up....and i proclaim that abundance of rest this year i m going to enjoy!

anyway..todaty Lewis bought me to Tecman bookstore where there is this 40% storewide sales..i bought alot of books..what a great blessing for the start of the year!Amen!

The unseen truth

2005-12-29T07:26:00.000-08:00

The unseen truth
Have you wonder why God has created so many beautiful things in this world, this is because He wants to express His love to us!Just like a lover writing songs and poems for each other.
He guard him(Jacob) as the apple of his eye,like an eagle that stirs up its nest and hovers over its youngthat spread is wings to catch them and carries them on its pinions(Deut 32 10-12)
in New testament, Jesus also used a lot of serenary as parable, that even if our faith is as small as the size of a mustard sed, we can remove mountains, that He is the branch and we are the vine.... even the stars tells the story of the gospel(go download the Dec audio for more information, if not ask me i will send u)....
There is a lot more that is illustrate in the Bible...alot more that God wants t reach out His love to us throughin this world, that's why the Bible says, see Christ in all things..and that is how much God loves us...He screams His lungs out, stretches His mighty arm from west to east jus try to let us know....

Kimi wa Boku ni Nite iru

2005-12-27T09:50:00.000-08:00

Kimi wa Boku ni Nite iru
my favourite song recently,
see how much it resembles our feeling towards Christ, esp the last part! enjoy
words,music:see-saw

君の姿は僕に似ている
Your appearance resembles that mine
静かに泣いてるように胸に響く
Just like weeping in silence, it rings in my heart

何も知らない方が幸せというけど
it is said that being ignorance is a bliss
僕はきっと満足しないはずだから
surely I wouldn’t be satisfied living like that
うつろに横たわる夜でも
even through the nights that stretch on vacantly
僕が選んだ今を生きたい　それだけ
I just want to live the way i choose, that's all

君の速さは僕に似ている
Your agility resembles that of mine
歯止めのきかなくなる空が怖くなって
under this sky which gears stoped moving, has become dreadful
僕はいつまで頑張ればいいの？
til when must I continue to give my all?
二人なら終わらせることができる
if we’re together, surely we can put this to an end.

どうしても楽じゃない道を選んでる
somehow, we always tend to choose the lifless path
砂にまみれた靴を払うこともなく
never stopping to brush our sand-stained shoes
こんな風にしか生きれない
I can’t help but to live like this
笑って頷いてくれるだろう　君なら
Smiling and nodding through these i guess, if it were you.

君に僕から約束しよう
I’ll make a promise from me to you
いつか僕に向かって走ってくる時は
that when you face me and run towards me
君の視線を外さずにいよう
I won’t take my gaze from you
きっと誰より上手に受け止めるよ
surely, quicklier than anyone else, I’ll embrace you

君の姿は僕に似ている
Your appearance resembles that of mine
同じ世界を見てる君がいることで
it’s the same world we see, with you here
最後に心なくすこともなく
until the end I won’t lose heart
僕を好きでいられる
I’ll finally be in ture love
僕は君に生かされてる
as I’ll be revived by you

The revelation of stars is love...

2005-12-27T06:06:00.000-08:00

The revelation of stars is love...
Ok here is the continuation of the last entry.So hhow is Christ our solution(mind u, Christ is our solution to anything, but like i always say, the answer shd be more thant "have faith" or trust God")
Many of the cases on which people getting into a commitment they shouldn;t be getting into, or commiting when they shdn;t have is because they are focusing on the wrong object i.e. on the spouse/potential lovers rather than Christ.
and by doing so, they tend to look up to their partner for something that can only be provided by Christ, security, love, care, concern. I am not saying ur lover/spouse can't love or care for u, i am saying they cant love and care as much as Christ, they might say they are always there for u, , they always love u, but hey, they are human after all, by saying so they are trusting their flesh!( they cant be there for u all the time anyway,logically speaking) and if they expect that cant of standard on their parnter, then more often than ever, they will be disappointed.
2ndly, when they "turn away" from Christ, they tend to use their self effort to hold the relationship, like trying to rush down to fetch her from school, buy her things she want the moment she/he mention it, all these can be very sweet and romantic. but all these shd be done out of love, not becos u want to get tt person to get attracted to u by ur self effort. And the result of self effort is-evenutaully u will get urself tired and exhausted. The relationship becomes a burden rather then a loving experience.
and how do u avoid gettign to the wrong guy/girl, again, it is Christ(WHAT TO DO, HE IS THE ONLY SOLUTION ) when ur proity is Him, u wun in a rush to find a partner! And when u are not finding for the sake of findign one, the right one will come out automatically. when u chase after lessing, it will be liek cat chasign after it's tail, but when u chase after Jesus, blessign will follow u!
That's why dun go to church or do things cos u want to look for parnter, when u are doing all these for Christ, however, He will show u ur Mr Right/Mrs Right!
Lastly, when u are unsure whelter u feel good becos of flesh or spirit, turn to Christ and ask ur advocate-the Holy spirit, when there is peace, and prompting, u will know u are heading the right direction!=) When things are gettign too harsh and u feeling confused dun push and let God, it is either not the right time or the right person!

Last piece of advice, a relationship is never a 2 men thing, becos u can never leave Christ out of the circle,even ur relationship with God wun extablish without Christ! When 2 man try to use their effort to make a relationship, they are walkign towards each other, whch means they are always walkign in opposie direction.
But when 2 people are in a relationship with Christ in the loop, they are always walking towards Christ, and they are always walking at the same direction!!!!!!

Lovers

2005-12-27T05:32:00.000-08:00

Lovers
There are zillions pairs of lovers in this world, they all have a different encounter, different passion, different kind of love, different kind of ending, but they all face the same problem-the problem of love. People always say love is problematic because it is so mystertic, so unphantomable, so fantasy-like and yet so real, tt's why it is so problematic, but no, love is not mysterous, it is just people don't know what it really is. And when people don't know something, they always assume, just like how people of the past relate almost everythign to the demon, as long as they don;t know something and it is bad, they say"it mus be from the demon!" But let me tell u now, it is not the demon,he is powerless, he can only make u think he does all these, but the fact is he cant. At the same way, people nowadays relate almost everything that feels good and they don't know what is it to love, but no, what feel good might not be good, they can be just fractuation, crush, lust from ur flesh!
Then "what is love?" u ask. Christ is love! and love can be found on Him!Many people have problem with Love nowadays is because they don't have Christ, even believers tend to leave Christ out of their romance story!
More often than u think, it is either due to commiting when u should not, or not commiting when u shd. Let me illustrate, commiting when u should not is either
1) commitign before you are ready
2) commiting to the wrong guy.
Girls and guys, please do not assume someone has a thing for you unless they confess it, no matter how close or how good he/she treat you.
This is because once you assume it is love, u tend to treat tt person differently byputing a different set of standard for him/her, which is a one way commitment. for example, u will expect him to talk to u more often, or even talk to u only, expect tt person to be ur stead, tt he/she understand u very well.
But it is distastrous! for that person can only be friendly or he migh have somethign evil planed up his mind.If u put such a high expectation from him, u are bound to disappointed, becos in either case, he will never meet ur standard, either he is not ready or he doesn;t intend to.

and 2) is probably the root of commiting while u shd not, meanign u have got the Mr/Mrs Wrong! this happen all the time when people jumped one of the step in stranger>acquantance>friend>good friend>close friend>courtship>couple process. Many people do that because it feels good, but let me stress again, what feels good may not be right as feeling good can be from ur flesh.
Then "how?" u ask isn;t tt very difficult to love each other?No, not at all, the solution is Christ.

The World of Chaos

2005-12-17T17:09:00.000-08:00

The World of Chaos
Yestreday had a great time Eucharistita thankyou Lord Jesus for all the great time we had with each other, fellowshiping as well as His wholespme presence there!=)
The game was really fun and i wished we could have more..but guess everyone was tire by then(but Jesus is my sourse of energy!!, even if my body is exhausted, my spirit is always high!AMEN!)
I particularly enjoy the game Chaos, just as it's name has suggested, it is only chaos and chaos, the game is suppose to be something like team fortress, to knock down all the opposing team's flag and to capture their big flag, there are also "secret item" in the groud.Hoever, the silver tab that is used to distingish between the 2 teams is so small that you barely can see who is whose team, and there is only one life-a piece of newspaper chestpiece, once broken and you are dead.So i suppose you can figure out what happen after that, since we all probably spend more time on looking at each other if they have the tab, we simply shoot anyone we see, i sneaked all the way to the enermy base for like 10 plus minutes and no one realise i am the spy while my team mate have a fun time shooting me..now i know why does 50% of the causalty came from friendly fire.So the game committee decided to end the game with "free for all" and "friendly fire off" . At the end of the game, i realise my "life" was bend totally but somehow it is not broken still!!!Just like the Bible says "We are crushed but we are not broken"AMEN!

Haha and through this little event i know Jesus is with me and speakign to me too, how great is the Lord, that He doesn't speak to us only when we are in trouble or depression, but when we are rejoicing in vistories and enjoying our life too!!!Just like when i saw my life is "crushed" , i just receive this message about 2 Corinthian 4:7,
" But this precious treasure-this light and power that now shine within us -is held in perishable containers, that is, in our weak bodies. So everyone can seethat our glorious power is from God and is not our own"
"We are pressed on every side by the troubles, but we are not crushed and broken. We are preplexed , but we don;t give up and quit. We are not hunted down, but God never abandons us. We get knocked down, but we get up again and keep going. hrough suffering, these bodies of ours constantily share in the death of Jesus so that the life of Jesus may also seen in our bodies."
We might be only wooden vessels but Jesus is within us. Sometime when we are in trouble, when everything seem so impossible, we just cant help but to think why do we, even after the Great rescue, still go through sufferign here and there, now and then? This is because we are the "perishable container" which, when crushed, the hidden treasure will come forth and the glory of Lord Jesus Christ will shine from us!Of cause, it doesn't mean we have to be crushed, in order for Jesus glory to shine, all we have to do is open up our container, to drop our own defence and let Him be our shield.But as we are still in flesh(please donlt make it as an excuse ) sometime we just tend to either rejoice too much in our good time and forget about Jesus Christ, our just want to trust our self-effort to defend ourselves, and hence we stubbornly "lock" our container and refuse to let our beautiful treasure to shine.That's when, God will intervent and make us rest by showing us our self effort is in vain! Isn;t it wonderful that whenever we, the lost sheep wonders into wilderness, the good Sephant will always come and bring us back!?

Towards the endless tommorrow

2005-12-16T16:33:00.000-08:00

Towards the endless tommorrow
Lately, i have come across this book title "Holt Ghost Sermon" by this powerful lady preacher who lived in the late 18th century. Brother Lewis brought the book to me to share as he find a certain part of the content is confusing. When i first took the book and scan through it, wow! it is indeed quite confusing, partly due to the laugage used and the culture of the author is somehow rather different from us now.So i asked for a wisdom of understanding the book and there i got it!!! The message it brought across is very meaningful(although it is writen in a rather complicated way) , that no mater who you are, priests, pastors, kings, criminals or anyone else, if you do not turn to, or refuse what Jesus has done for us 2000 years ago on the cross, that that person is subjected to being judged, likewise,whelther you are a prisets, pastors,kings or not, there is no way of entering the heavenly kindom except through Him, the one and only way!!!
Now, isn't it interesting that it is not how much i understandign from the book nor how good is my english that brought me the understanding of His word?Because if it is, then people like pastor Mark( i hope he is not reading this) and me will never get to be fed by His words! It's is not human intellgence tha can understand but a hearing heart that make it possible!!For the greatest mind of human can never be compared the foolishness of God(somewhere in the book, tell me where is it if you happen to find it) and just like what paul has said in 1 Corinthians 2,

6 Yet when i am among mature Christian, I do speak with words of wisdom, but not the kind of wisdom that belongs to this world, and not the kind of wisdom that appeals to the rulers of this world, who are being brought to nothing.7 No, the wisodom we speak of is the secret wisdom of God, which was hidden in former times, though he made it for our benefit before the world began.8 But the rulers of this wold have not understand it, if they had, they would never crucified our glorous Lord. 9 That is what the Scriptures mean when they say,
"No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined, what God has prepared for those who love Him"(Isa 64:4)
10But we know these things because God has revealed them to us by spirit, and his Spirit searches out everything and shows us even God's deep secret.11 No one can know what anyone else is really thinking except that person alone, and no one can know God's thought except God's own Spirit.12 And God has actually given us His Spirit(not the world's spirit) so we can know the wonderful things God has FREELY given us.13 When we tell you this, we do not usee words of human wisdom.We speak words given to us by the Spirit,using the Spirit's word to explain spiritual truth.

And my dear brothers and sisters, please do not get discouraged nor let your peace get disturbed when you are speaking about the wonderful truth the world or to a "fallen" Chrisitan,I understand that it can get dry, tiring speaking to them and they are not listening, so let's take a step back while God do!
For the Scriptures have said
2 Corinthians 2,
14 Butthe people who aren't Christian can't understand these truths from God's Spirit. It all sound foolish to them because only those who have the Spirit can understand what the Spirit means, 15 We who have the Spirit understand these things but others can't understand us at all.16 How could they? For,
" Who can know what the Lord is thinking? Who can give Him counsel?"(Isa 40:13)
But we can understand these things, for we have the mind of Christ.

That's why, pray for the world as well as our brother in Christ who is in need of God's wonderful word! pray for them to have the Spirit of understanding God's heart, just s i pray for you all to have a peace of mind, and the focus on Christ.

ahah i have this feeling people are going to complain this is turning to Elson's blog number 2...ahah had a great time celebrating Shamane's birthday yestreday, thanks God and everyone for such a wonderful gathering, had some catching up with her after sometime, but i was abit tired, o well, it was great nevertheless!! ahah yah heading off for eureka.or wadever way u spell it..yeah! so excited!!!!Thanks Lord Jesus for a wonderful day!

The tears of time

2005-12-12T07:11:00.000-08:00

The Tears of Time
Today i skipped my Japan class to join my cg-mate for dinner after their trip to Sentosa, had a talk with Johnatan on our way back home, which he told me that Lionel was sharing how amazing it was a mircale that the Lord has bought me back to His mighty arm.All these while i have been wanting to share my past life with the others..because i find itself is the most beautiful mircale God has made for me
It brings me back memories....how i stuggle and rebell Him, yet all He did was to welcome and embrace me with His unfailing Love.And when i finally came back to Him, i really regreted about all these years that i have missed walking with Him. So i asked Him if there is an way you can redeem the time i have lost spending with you? and just like what He said on the sciplture,' i will redeem all the time you have lost in the years fermine", He bless me abundantly, feedign me with words and revelations every now and then, that i feel we are so close, even though we didn't spend tt much of time together, it was not just any redemption, this redemption comes double portion. Isn;t it wonderful that we have a Jus and Fair God that bless us all equally, without looking at our situation and cirumstances,but the One that He had sent and died for us?It doesn;t matter who we are and what we have, because all of us are equally Love and Blessed.
So for Clara and Hsien Zhun, don;t be upset that your phones and wallet was stolen, but rejoice, for you ill get double portion for whatever that you have lost!!!!! and see, you have just blessed that someone who "took" your phones and wallet!!!

How many miles to heaven?

2005-12-10T04:17:00.000-08:00

How many miles to Heaven...?

This is the first entry of the first blog i have in my life. I have always wanted to start a blog, but i had always just been busy with something somehow, and i wasn't sure of what i really want to write about..a fantacy-verson of what happen in my life? a n imaginary world that take place after Revelation with messages hidden behind?so i asked God and now i got it(or rather, God put the idea into me to relief me fromthe torment of deciding what to write)! why write something so unreal ?? Let's write about the truth- my walk with Dady God!and you know what? as soon as i figure that out, somehow i just have the time to start it! I have been staying at home to unpack all my stuff and i decide to take a break now to take down every steps i walk with God!See!? when you are doing the right thing at the right time , everything will just go your way, because you are going God's way!
As i was packing my room this morning, i came across this old Jap CD, there is a pile of Japanese CD in my room but this one particularly catch my attendion, so i listen to it again and read into the lyrics!!an WOW!!the lyrics resembles so much of what pastor Prince has been preaching everytime!!! You know i have always wanted to have a Jap worship song, and hey!! here u go!!!God always provide!!!
the song title is "unmei no hito" by spitz, the title means man of destiny.
ahah i am not tt good in Jap yet so i cant translate the whole song..but i will translate the part which strike me so much.
chorus

Let us walk, far way, untill the end of this planet,
even if it is fertile, even if i breath heavly, you will take me on your back and go
I need you, let's meet up, at the free-entrance Utopia
even if my shoes are dirtied, you let me in nevertheless,
let's find it together, Lord

Lord,Lord,Lord, as long as i am with you........
Just like this, just like this, just like this, as long as i am with you....

Let us walk, faraway, untill the end of this planet,
even if i feel shame, even if it is impossible, you will be cool and take me go
I need you, someday, at the time when i stamble,
you are just right beside me, carry me who staggering about,
let's find it together.

I have this affinity with Jap song because i find their songs so detaily written, unlike those english pop songs with the same old 4 chords to last them through the whole song and their lyrics so original and true,unlike those chinese and english songs that are being played over the radio day after day talkign about nothing but void love , drinking dancing and getting dirty, they just disguist me somehow.

Took a little break to read the Bible, one little verse to share, here you go, Isaiah 63 verse 7 I will tell of the Lord's unfailing love. I will praise the Lord for all He has done.i will rejoice in His great goodness to Israel, which He has granted according to mercy and Love.

See!!!we are all blessed and redeemed from sin not because of our good work but His unfailing Love upon us!!! This is indeed no "news" for you people who are so well taught in new creation church, but jus like coach Mandy mentioned yestreday, what we need is not some new revelation, but a life changing one, one that can remind us who we are in Christ(and the people say?) as well as gives us life. after all, we just cant get bored of hearing His Life-giving words and eat His sin-cleasing body, can we?